Please let me forget about her.

Every girlfriend have that one girl who she cant stop thinking about whenever she thinks about her boyfriend. Its either his first ex girlfriend or someone he used to love/know before he's with you. That paranoid feeling, you feel me?

MS was never an exception. I've been feeling rather paranoid eversince day 1. Yesterday, we saw his friend's mom and she reminded me of someone in his past. Not his ex- but someone he used to 'admirer' but never was his. - he told me before we got together this. I somehow remembered it yesterday when I heard her name from his friends' mother. Sigh, it almost spoilt my mood for the impromptu movie date we had, but somehow I managed to put it behind. BUT right now, I feel it. Feel the pain I had inside. Dont know whyyyy! Omg, feel sucky can.

Its that feeling I have whenever I am in a relationship lah basically. Since boyfriend number 1, I cannot control my negative thinking of their past.

This girl I am talking about is just a close friend of him I guess - I dont knw how are they related but MS was never with her. She was so special to him before me coz I remembered he told me the reason why he didnt want her to be his girlfriend. - that he treasure the friendship he had with her. (fuck kill me i hate this feeling)

Well, she's getting engaged next month. His friends' mother told him that infront of me. - I didnt get it when she told him, till I asked him who's her. He told me its his junior... But I tried to remember and thank god for my extra damn good memory, I remembered who's that girl was. - to him. His friend's mother invited him, and me along. I know he wont go for sure.

Sigh, Im okay. Coz I dont know her, and MS never talked about her to me eversince we got together. - well he never did talk about his past when we're together. BUT I am a bit sad and paranoid.






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